wow, it is now around one and a half week ago I have filled my last page here in my public diary and I realize, that I forgot to write the June and July updates. It’s time to catch up on what I’ve suspended by now.
There are different reasons why I don’t write as often as I did before. One reason is, that I currently only focus on my private life and on what I have to organize for my future. I am standing at a turning point of my life and I now have the chance to be a magician of everything that will happen as from now. My public diary is definitely a very important topic of my life and I also have to make decisions about this part of my life. And yes, meanwhile I know how I want to handle it. I will continue writing down my thoughts here, but I won’t do it as often as I did by now. Earlier I spent so much time for Instagram, social media in common and of course my public diary. Three days a week I took time in the evening to fill pages, to write comments and to answer private messages. Besides sports, most of my leisure time was made of social media. Of course, I loved it, but now it is time to define a new life and for this new life I have other perceptions. I want to spend much more time for sports and in the nature. Filling my diary around once a week is definitely enough. The reason why I currently won’t give up my diary is, because I met so many people through my blog I took into my heart and these people I won’t miss anymore. They are a part of my old life I want take into my new life. Friends are all and everything. They make me smile and they make me happy. I got so much support by all of them and these moments are invaluable.
June and July were crazy but also beautiful. As I already wrote many times, I enjoyed a lot of time doing stand up paddle, driving my bike and enjoying the beautiful weather at the lakes around where I live. I feel, how summer draws to an end step by step. It’s a feeling inside my heart that tells me, fall is awaiting. I am not happy about the fact, that winter will be back faster than I want. But this is life, a cycle of birth and death and life is much more easier when we go with the flow. I would say, that the flow is the key for luck. Especially this year I made the experience how important it is to listen to this inner voice and to be open minded for new topics. Before, I couldn’t imagine how quick life can change. Now I know, that everything can change in only a few seconds…
Also half of August went by. August, actually a month of sunshine and heat, but this year unfortunately a month like in fall season, rainy and cold. Hope, that September and October will be amazing, warm and beautiful. On my shopping list for the next weeks are furniture and other stuff for a new apartment. Can’t wait for this moment when I spend the first night at my new home.
Shopping wish list August & September
Briefly worded: for my new apartment I need to buy everything. I want to focus on a few details, but for these details I want to spend enough money. I want a little paradise where I feel at home and good. Scented candles, perfumes, pillows and beautiful decoration will enhance my little castle. Colors like beige, brown, white, gray, silver, gold and black will be the basic colors.
Photo review June and July