today I take all my courage and finally talk about the reason why my life currently is overwhelming, some kind of chaotic and why I don’t write my diary regularly as I did usually before. Around four weeks ago I decided to live separated from my husband because I don’t see a future any more for our relationship. At the moment I don’t talk about details, I only want to explain how my current situation looks like. At the present we live separated in our common apartment but soon I want to move to my own apartment. There are so many things to get organized. For me it is very important to reorganize my life step by step because there is no sense in doing something rash and hasty. I want a new and for me better life and therefore I have to act carefully considered to make my dreams come true and to feel amazing. My diary is still a partner in crime for me and although I don’t spend a lot of time for writing down my thoughts I won’t give up continuing what I started around two years ago.
People don’t have to worry about me. Canceling a relationship doesn’t mean to be sad. Sometimes it is a chance to break out in a new direction and as a consequence to evolve into a new powerful person, to get the life you really need to be happy.
“Got everything I need right here with me”
People who really know me know, that I don’t need a lot to be happy. One of my absolute favorite scenes of Titanic is the one of the first class dinner when Leonardo DiCaprio explains that he got all he needs right there with him. Besides Keanu Reeves, Leonardo DiCaprio is my favorite actor and most movies he takes part I absolutely admire.
skirt: GLAMOROUS (sold out)
crop top: ZARA (sold out)
heels: MANGO (sold out)