there are a few things in my life I currently miss very much and today I want to write about my desires.
The lonely beach
There is one special picture in my had that always occurs again and again: I am walking at a lonely beach, bare foot while sunset. I wear a white flattery dress. I am absolutely lonely, but I don’t feel alone. I feel happiness, love and peace. I look to the sunset, I listen to the waves and I feel the sand and the water. It’s amazing, I feel free.
Endless car drives
I want to take the car and drive… without any goal, only driving… along beaches, cliffs, forests, fields, through cities… never stopping. Feeling the freedom, listening to the music or to the silence. I want to drive like a restless person, like someone who doesn’t know where to go. Stopping here, stopping there… without any plan. I can imagine that it would be amazing doing this in the United States. Maybe a west coast tour.
Around the world
Walking in the rain
I remember these very hot summer days, when at a stroke it thunders and the rain beats down. This is the moment when I want to go out and walk in the rain. I want to get wet all over my body, I want to clean my soul and my mind. This feeling is incredible.
Swimming in the pool
There was one swimming pool during my holiday trips I will never forget… It was in Florida and there was no one around than the bar keeper. I drank a lot of alcohol and then went swimming in the pool… the sun burned my head and I had to dive. I felt like a fish in the water. Drunk, free and happy.
Carving with my snowboard
I miss these times when I went snowboarding whatever the weather is. I went snowboarding every time and didn’t care about bad or nice weather. In contrary, I would say that snowboarding by bad weather conditions is much more fun than by sunshine. Starting on top of the glacier and being one of a few people who ride the board during the bad weather conditions. You and the mountain, you are one, against the rest of the world.
Enjoying the view
By now I could enjoy a lot of incredible views. I love to stay on top an to look around and see everything far away. It’s a liberating feeling. Being one with the world and the world is not enough.
Awaking with sunrise
Actually, I don’t like to get up very early in the morning like 4 am. But for one sunrise I did what I never would do. I drove up to the volcano to watch one of the most breathtaking sunrises I’ve ever seen.
Don’t caring about anything
Awaking and doing whatever I want. Taking every day as it would be the last one of my life. Exploring everything around me, traveling around the world as I would die soon and only taking a backpack with me. No luxury, nothing else than me and a few things.
Feeling the power of nature
Standing next to a waterfall and feeling the power of nature… nature gives us all we need. Refueling the body, the mind and the soul with new energy. There is nothing better than to feel like a new born.
There were days in my life when I felt the foam of the waterfall, the drops of the rain and the heat of the sun… life is about emotions, about feelings and about living every day as it would be the last one.