I am totally lost… I feel like standing high above and fighting the strong wind… It’s an amazing feeling looking down to the landscape and being on top of the light house. Everything flatters in the wind, my dress, my hair… my heart beats very fast, I laugh because actually I am very happy. The wind is so strong that I expect to tumble over any time. But I am a strong woman, I can handle it and I know I will do.
It was a great time at Mykonos and I miss it very much. I miss to feel free how I felt in my last holidays. Every day I remember how beautiful it was at Greece. The people were amazing, the food was great and really everything was totally my taste. Wish I could be there again… wish I could be free.
My plans for this year were big… no, they were extraordinary. And now? Now I am standing here, fighting the strong wind and I don’t know what the future will be.
I feel lost…
Maybe there will come a time when I can write about everything here in my diary. For the moment I can only write that I have to fight and that it is a way I have to go alone. Only me in the middle of the storm…