As you could read in my last post about Ingolstadt and my life I spent the last few days in the nature and with sightseeing. In these days I didn’t work a lot on my blog or on social media, I spent most time as I spent time before I launched my blog. On 30th of May my blog celebrates its 1st anniversary. While this year of working on my blog project my life changed completely. Before launching my blog I enjoyed every single moment of my leisure time with relaxing and refueling with new energy. I love every moment of chilling and dreaming and feeling life by its deepest and fullest. I think, I made a big mistake! No, I definitely know, that I made a big mistake. After launching the blog I didn’t focus on these very important moments of living my life. I only worked hard and a lot because I had so many ideas for my blog and because it was really a pleasure to spend so much time on working on a very nice project. Work can be fun, yes it can be a lot of fun. But life is not only about work. Life is about living, about feeling, about breathing about running about falling, about everything you can imagine, but not only about work. And believe me, it doesn’t matter if work is about fun or maybe about much fun. Life is for these moments only you know about and no one else.
Well, now I have a problem. What should I do? While the last few days I was thinking a lot about my life and what I expect of my life and I asked myself if I am happy with my current situation or if I need to change something. For example I was thinking about stopping this project blog with everything even all social media channels. I was also thinking about continuing this project blog but changing a lot. Fact is, I do not work full-time on my blog, therefore I spend my leisure time for the blog and that is the sticking point. Everyone of us should enjoy some hours of leisure time every day because it is very important in life to do things only for your inner freedom and for your soul and those moments you should not share with anyone else. But what should I do now?
This is Alice’s story. Her life is also made of insecurities, doubts and throwbacks as everyone’s life is. In everyone’s life there are ups and downs, that is normal. Some people hide their doubts and their downs and always show a happy face although they feel like crying. But that does not change the fact that they have insecurities too. Sometimes we don’t know what we should do or what we should expect in detail. Sometimes we have to make decisions and we have to live with this insecurity that we maybe made the wrong decisions. But what are wrong decisions? Questions over questions. I think that is life. That is my life at the moment.